So Life is Getting Better

So I haven't written since Obama was elected, everything has been going really good. So some new things have been going on in the home front. Well one isn't that new, 2 months after I filed for divorce against Michael I started kind of/sort of seeing someone. Now this began in July and actually we have been seeing each other ever since. I haven't said anything because I haven't wanted to jinx the relationship at all, but now I am going to be open about it. He is 14 years older than me, which doesn't bother me at all, to me age is just a number after you are a certain age.

But anyways, it has been going good again like i have said we have been seeing each other since July. I am not completely sure what is going on in that mind of his, but isn't that always the way it is? I have learned to not push it and see where it goes, I do have to say he treats me like I have never been treated before. I feel like a princess when I am with him, and like my cousin Amy I actually met him on a dating site, we took it slow first talking on the Internet and then meeting for coffee and it seemed that we just really got a long. I sometimes wonder if it is too good to be true, but I don't want to jinx myself and start thinking negatively because that always screws you. But my only question is this, how do you know when he really digs you and has feelings for you? I mean he has to like me if we keep seeing each other and it seems that it is becoming more and more every week, it was just on the weekends because that was the best, but now it seems that it is becoming more and more. And how do you stop yourself from falling?? I don't want to get hurt, but he is so great. And just a checklist (I asked him this on our first date) no police/jail record, no drug addictions (thank god), owns his own business (it's stable I don't have to worry about supporting him lol), and is very self sufficient. So what is there not to love, lol?

But I need everybodys help, let me tell you something he did a couple of weeks ago that had me almost in tears (not a bad thing). What happened was about my custody case with Sophia's father, he asked for a continuance because he doesn't want to pay child support, well the same day I was supposed to go for the custody, my boyfriend went for his divorce (yes he was previously married, it's alright because so was I) he got his divorce and I didn't even get to go to my court date because people want to act like wankers. Well that weekend I went up to his apartment, and earlier that day he had sent me a text and said I have a surprise for you...I was kind of worried but excited. So when I got the apartment he brought me in and had me sit down. He handed me a brown paper bag and said "Baby I know you've had a bad week and I felt really bad so I wanted to get you something to make you feel better" (I know awwwh). So anyways he got my Calvin Klein perfume. I was so happy, I mean nobody has ever done that for me, cared about my feelings and went and bought me something to make me feel better. I just felt so special and then when we went out that night we talked about our relationship something we had never done before. We had both agreed that we were glad that we had met each other and we were happy.

But anyways, that's about it..I'm attaching a picture so everybody can see...