So Happy!

So I talked to my cousin Amy on my instant messenger for a little while this past week and was asking her about men. It's such a broad subject and everyone is different and no way alike. I had been some reservations about him actually having feelings for me and knowing where it was going.

But I have been taking it one step at a time. Today we went out during the day, he took me to where is works (he owns his own nursery) and showed me around, now that alone kind of was like, wow he's letting me in. I know it might sound stupid, but he is very excited about his business and I am happy for him that he is excited about it. I also got to meet his best friend, which was an adventure in itself, so it's like everything is starting to happen.

He seems to be very in tune to my feelings and is starting to share them more, which makes me melt in his hand. When we were in a couple of stores today looking, he just without hesitation put his arms around me and was kissing me neck, it was so sweet. I don't know what the change in attitude was but boy am I happy :) Right before we went home I went to starbucks to get some java, I am watching Brandon (Melissa's son) right now and I need all the energy I can get right now. Well I went to pull my wallet out and pay and he was like no baby I got it. I told him i would pay for it, but he doesn't let me pay for anything, yeesh! I know why the hell is Jessica complaining, because in all my other relationships it seems that I was paying for everything and doing everything, but this one is like wow.

So all in all I have had a happy day and I am glad that I was able to see him. Oh and I received a message when I got home saying that he had a good time and that his best friend likes me and he was glad we got to see each other today and he closed it with xoxoxoxoxo. 5 months later and we are making a dent, I finally am starting to understand. As long as I let him take is time telling me it's that much better!

Well toodles for now, going to watch Brandon and get ready to go see Twilight, I CAN"T WAIT YIPEE!!!