So as much as my life is going great and I have a wonderful boyfriend and child it is hard sometimes to stay out of my depression. This Monday until now I have been in a foul mood. Even though there is nothing to be upset about I think it's just the inner workings of Jessica.
Work is very busy which keeps my mind off of things, but once I go on my breaks I sit and cry for no apparent reason. I look at pictures of John and me and cry. I just cannot stop crying when I'm alone, I don't know why either. It is kind of scaring me and I don't know why. It's not like I'm pregnant or anything because that would be a miracle within itself since John and I can't have kids. And I'm so over my divorce it's not even funny. I'm just starting to get agitated with myself why I am so down in the dumps.
I have been waking up the last couple of mornings so nauseated it isn't even funny. So bad that I have to sit down for a second before getting ready for work. I don't know why I am feeling so sick to my stomach. I just wish that I could find out the reason why I am acting like this so that I can get myself out of this funk.
Any suggestions?
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Jess, I'm so sorry I haven't checked your blog in a while and just saw this post. Are you doing okay? I know very well what you're going through. Been there, done that. I hope you are feeling better. It could be that your meds need adjusting. I found that Zoloft didn't work for me, for example, and I switched to Effexor. Also, I am taking Klonopin at night to help with anxiety. Maybe your nausea is due to anxiety? Check with your doc.
Meanwhile, I am sending positive vibes your way! Write me if you need to, either email or Facebook.
Love you,
Amy
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