So I know I haven't written in awhile, but here I am back. Life has really been on a roller coaster lately. First off there is a warrant out for my ex-husband's arrest, he threatened me on recorded messages and was harassing the hell out of me. It was actually pretty scary for awhile. Now if they would only find him and arrest him, but he hasn't called since so in a way I am very happy.
Second i was supposed to go for custody today w/ Sophia's father. Well that didn't happen, was kind of pissed about that. Her father wants to continue playing around and it's kicking the crap out of me. I saw my doctor today and he said you've got to easy some of this stress that you are having, I'm thinking to myself what do you know??? Walk a day in my shoes and see. So he's talking about putting me on antidepressants because I've been stressing and I am kind of dragging with all of this crap on my plate. I'm kind of scared to be taking anytime of prescription drugs, I don't want to be a zombie. But my question is how the hell is an antidepressant supposed to make me not depressed, it is human nature to feel sad and feel like shit and I would rather feel it than have some drug block it. But that's just me.
But anyways that is my sad sappy life right now. By the way I bought the Honda CRV and it is absolutely amazing I love that car...and it's my favorite color too Black :)
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